so telecine turned out ok.was a bit disappointed by yea! i think i will do better next time:D

and yes..was feeling weird these few days..i think i need time..and i suppose i will be surprised:)

wah..today was the most 'tearful' day of all days in this sem...
first..the contact lens i was wearing decided to collect some dust when i decided only today that i shant bring the contact lens container..so ya..i ended up throwing away the right side of the contacts and bumped around for the rest of the day looking with my left eye.pirate.
second..i lost my wallet.woahooo..khris was lecturing me in the adrenaline and the double vision was killing me..sigh..found it in the end and i was so elated i remained high for the whole night.yea!

luckily i returned the handphone i found last week, if not karma..hahha

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

omg..im fired..this is not nice a feeling at all..not nice at all.sobz.

"SLIP ENDS"

go go go! we can do it!!woahoooooo!!!!

yesterday was quite fun...went recce already, then ate some really nice fried wanton mee and chocolate chip muffin.woahooo.

and then after kevin tong's love story screenin, went to macs and YESH! i got the 2nd happy meal in my life! and the same person bought it for me! cheo leon cheo leon cheo cheo cheo thanks!!muacks!

heh..

...and i wonder and wonder why i should care so much when they themselves have given up..

go away.

"Tongue"

Well the tongue inside my mouth is not for sale
Any spirit left in me is fading fast
Could you throw another stone to ease my pain?
Could you throw another stone to seal my fate?
'Cause I didn't believe in this world anymore, anymore
I don't believe in me

And if I can rise above this I'll be saved
Can anybody save me?
And if I can die for love, then I'm enslaved
Can anybody save me?

Second chances are too few and far between
Will to change this circumstance eludes me still
Should I grow another shell in which to live?
Should I grow another shell and not forgive?
'Cause I don't believe in this world anymore, anymore
I don't believe in me
Goodbye cruel world
Goodbye cruel world
Goodbye cruel world at last you see me drown
Goodbye cruel world

wat else but a song by seether...so depressing..hmm

The most difficult thing in life is to understand how simple it can be..-Munibesssysinspiration

it's amazing how one can be satisfied by a cup of soup worth a mere $1.50..i am..hahha....and that's what i've learnt..so far, in the 2plus years in fsv..not that we are always told to KISS..that's storytelling..hmm, well i guess it sorta links..?sometimes we tend to complicate things too much, so much so that it affects both yourself and the people around you....making no sense out of a story and ultimately, forgetting who the character is, forgetting who you are..i make this mistake too often than not..but im still learning..and im trying..because a simple life can be a memorable one too..ehhh..another inspiration..this time from mr bay.

and so i was thinking..

wat am i to do after fsv is over..will i miss it, its people, even its politics?hehe..well, this two and a half year has driven me close to tears quite a lot of time be it the matters of sch work, relationship..sometimes i just feel like bombing everyone in fsv and declaring a diploma of freedom for myself.how nice it would be!!woahooo!!!no sch=no sch work!cool!..and how nice it would be to have no frens..wat??

so i stop the thought of bombing the sch..fsv has granted me some of the best pals i've ever had and will ever have and hey, that totally surpass all the fucked ups i've had in fsv..though sometimes we have arguements here and there, i still love you guys.

i ever said that i am going to die before 20years old, which is totally not true coz i will live a ripe old age since that is going to be the time i pass my driving test...soooo...wat im saying is..friends forever.muacks.and thanks for being there..

Suddenly my mother asked me go swimming..haha..then i was wondering whether or not to, when this person came knocking on the door.the ice-cream girl.after much persuasion, my mum decided to buy some from her.and after much search, my mum decided not to buy since she could not find small change and the girl did not have change either..all this in the midst of me watchin Sympathy for Lady Vengeance (2005) by Park Chan-wook.

maybe tml i will wake up to find a pile of expired ice-cream melting outside my front door.