sometimes..i feel like a desperate fool.

i wanna go to the beach.

seen the coverage on fsv?you can find it in straitstimelifesection.and wow did i have a good time laughing.
just try observing the picture more closely:)

(hint:im not in the picture)

i bought my mum an exercise mat.she is happy:)

heh.

it's time to get a job..

...and when i do get a job,the yearning will decrease even more because the number of reasons will increase..

sy:...and when that point comes,seriously,it wouldnt matter if wat i do will be in vain or not because simply,there's nothing to be done.

:) im smiling.

've been trying this new brand of shampoo in hope that my hair will have some hope.we should always have faith right?..but, yanoe, since my hair has been like hay for the past twenty years, i dun suppose any shampoo or anything i do will help..so, i guess i have to accept fate?or a destiny of haywiredhair?

hmm..well, life is like that sometimes..(how the hell can hair be linked with life?!)..at least for mine that is..haha..sometimes, or many a times, we have the belief that as long as we have faith and determination to do something, we can definitely achieve it..and when we dun achieve it, we still continue trying.in the end, everything may be in vain. is it really worth it? is the line, "at least we tried," really that comforting at the end of a fruitless journey?should i accept fate or my destiny there and then?

we keep thinking and hoping there will be a change.make life better (i'll love to have smoother hair so i wont sulk so much) but will change come?and when it does,will we like it? (i still think having smoother hair will do me good and those lookin at me)..

wat's the point?..then?

you know wat?im crapping again.got to work tml.and woahooo,i can skip lunch again!like today!