i think it's my face:/ it really is..pui..so deceiving.haha

when i'm listening, people think i dun understand (i think i stare too much)
when i'm telling a ghost story, people think i'm the ghost herself (i think my eyes too small)
when i'm not angry, people think that i am fuming inside (i think my face is ._. that's why)
when i'm angry, people think that i am joking (i wonder which part of my face says so)
when i'm just stoning, people think i am depressed (i think it's my face)
when i'm daydreaming, people think i am giving my 100% concentration (woo, this is good)

so i think it's my face.it really is.or just that my facial expression is just...so...not...good...at...expressing...

anyway, it was quite cool on sunday.i celebrated three people's birthday!woahooo!!!all my mates from sn.miss them.haha..first it was weichee.she is so tired.because she had a hangover..ehh...hostel 's dinner and dance..(they call their hostel hol, pronounced affectionately as whore..im sorry hahah)yep. that tired woman was late for her birthday celebration, so were the two other people.in the end, only me and sy went kbox.quite pathetic but tis ok.then at billy bombers where weichee the birthday girl was asked to finish up some concoction of syrup and watever..quite...sweet la..
headed down to bishan to meet shopping-ping.cool!nette and ber's birthday celebration..thai express-ed and mos-ed and mac-ed:D i think i gained 3kg haha..nette got pretty scared by a doll buried in a pink cake for some birthday party at macs..so i started a series of 'sally im on the first step; sally im on the second step..." (if u wanna know the story i can tell u)..and nette got freaked out!!wahahhaa...i think it's my eyes..grins.so small..wat to do..hai~

weird..i smell blood in my mouth/nose but cannot find the source..maybe the smell is a combination of coffee and honey stars.hahaha!was watching "walk the line" (finally), so had to find something to eat..i love reese witherspoon:)

hols here.so boring.work no work also boring.i think humans are really fan jian.haha...when they have something they complain;when they dun have something they complain.tsk.

honey stars:) yeah wendy i bought honey stars to munch on durin regional cinema revision.

and yanoe wat people, and i'll say it for the tenth time - luckily i slept.hahha...coz not much of the stuf i studied for came out.how cool.got three wrong already for my mcq.nicely..one of the wrong ones was the topic for my term paper.julie read it and got it right;i wrote it but got it wrong.quite ironic ah.but tis ok.see doc v next sem again lo..i guess i'll be punctual.try my best.winks.

life at work.this is life at work.waitin for another boss to come in to give me work.meanwhile....

life is like a bowl of coco crunch with no milk..sometimes it makes u real happy; sometimes it makes u sick..

but either one doesnt matter because in the end, u'll still get a bad toothache..

hai~

i think i need milk..it makes the process more enjoyable:)

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i guess a little lie wont hurt that much...
but i guess a little more than a little lie will definitely hurt..

and it is pissing me off..


sometimes...just sometimes...i want to be mean.

so yesterday me, ismail, zul, ruihong and terence went to watch movie..we ended up watching Lakehouse instead of Pirates coz tickets were out.damn.couldnt help noticing the flaws of this film and hey, really cant help it because they were so obvious?..the cheesy wipes and dissolves.woah....ok.but i still like sandra bullock:) she is so chio..haha..

AND..to the next topic: pole-huggers and good citizens

hmm..when u are in the train, there are a lot of people but too little poles to hold on to. what do u do?i will be nice and not lean on the pole but share it with the people around me.cool.sensible,logical,considerate thing to do.but many a times, some people (esp teenage girls) like to hug the poles so much i cant stand it.come on we are supposed to share.if there are not many people on the train i will hug the pole too and i will try to forgive also if u are already huggin the pole when the train starts to get crowded and u refuse to stop hugging the pole..but HELLLOOOOOOw, please my hand is on the pole already and there u come putting your ass in on my hand!!!what u trying to do?! soong la.i think guys will be happy but definitely not me..i move away.

and yo..law says that there should be no smoking in coffeeshops or hawker centres or bus stops or watever..how stupid!..and funny:D i was at the youth park kopitiam and i saw a family bring chairs to the side, put down the chairs in a row, sit in a row, face the road in a row, start smoking in a row.haha..the image was so funny i smiled, and they smiled back..well, they are still good citizen:) i like their style..but have to say that this law is really redundant.

i say sit.
ok.
i say stand.
ok.
i say dun move.
ok.
i say go away.
ok.
i say u are pretty.
ok.
i say ok.
ok.
ok.
ok.

not that i have these kinda lame conversations~...well maybe i do..with myself..i think im going insane.the bus trip just now nearly made me puke.bus driver think that the brakes so fun.press already then press and press and press..think jerking forward is cool.PUI.

care vs care-less..effort vs effort-less..

i still need to go to the beach.something's waiting for me there:/

i think recently i've been annoying people...an allnewwwhinypeggy..buay tahan..being so critical and talking so much when im not that great..complaining and complaining about nothing...sigh..regret almost immediately after i say things or even think of things.so irritating.hai~...things will get better i hope..

..and semester is ending real soon.cool.finally can have time to myself and people can spend time without me:D i feel for these people.if i were u i will ignore allnewwhiny peggy.and im sure that's what u want.i will not blame you..:D

am getting better with bros.as in my real bros.feel that i dun get angry with them as much as before, even when they hog on to the com=internet connection..on contrary, i get more irritated when im outside.haha..im less patient and less tolerant..cant stand it:/ i think it's the syndrome of allnewwhininessattack.

i wanna psycho my parents to buy me a new bike because i've decide to cycle my way to the nearest beach.punggol end!wow.

im getting whiny again.

worthless,useless,pointless,brainless,senseless,
careless,jobless,aimless,clueless

suddenly i feel like going to the beach..because it is boundless(finally a good less) and i can feel free..and i do not need to bother about so many things other than the weather..but even if it rains, i think i will still be fine:D

HOOOOHOOOOHOOOOO!!!!

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regional regional i need to complete my regional by tml....

ok im off to bed:D

im gonna lose so much weight after i recover from the constant stomach pain that lasts 5 secs every time it comes..so irritating.i had to drink horlicks at alameen just now..but it is not bad haha..

hai..complication complication this is a game of complication....

aww here it comes again.