sch is so fun.sch is so cool.i miss sch...

pool-ed with francis terence zul-tokyo khai ismail and john on sat after the kodak workshop..finally got to play pool after so long..cool i like:D so sad rui wasn't there and julie is at her hotel checking out guys and tanks.hah..

work ending soon woahooo..can formally start on ibp which i neglected so much haha..i can imagine us working on set already..so exciting.

woahoooo....BOM

thought i controlled my temper well but i just slammed the office door behind me.damn it did not BOW coz the bloody door is spoilt.fuck.

fuck.

im so gonna not care about my work here that's why im bloggin right now?why should i since whatever i do is all useless..to them that is.

nb.

politics in the office now..so should i say bitchin,cursing,slamming,rolling the eyes,banging the com when your wrist is full of bangles...

cgn.

it's so not nice to be stuck in the middle of a catfight, esp when u are just the intern, because im the tool for manipulation.their power struggle.hahahhaa

little sweet potato:sorry i lied..haha..it's not the interest,it's the knowing that the capability may not be enough to let u survive.haha...BUT..im ok:) and im willing to struggle.for now.

yawn..life is so sian...sooo so very sian that i start to think so much..and it is not good.im nineteen..should i consider this age old or still young? can i still play? pui..these kinda questions are fucked coz there is no definite answer..

but when i do have definite answers to some questions,sometimes,goshdamnfuck do i feel that i dun need them..coz they do not just make u demoralized,they make u paralyzed.

time.damn.we do not have a lot.
sick.yes.coz im the cause.

shit.

damn my results...shoot me:/
dropped below 3.5..haha soong boh.

smitten?ever..of coz...wahahhaha

smitten by raining flowers in Singapore Polo Club
smitten by fireworks outside esplanade
smitten by edison kissing the female lead(damn.not me)
smitten by the ang moh girl who just walked into the room
smitten by crystal clear blue waters in jiuzhaikou
smitten by song titled You Don't Miss Your Water
smitten by band named Trippin' Candies
smitten by band named HeroicNoAvail
smitten by band named BSB(oopz)
smitten by the way Beyonce moves
smitten by piles and piles of dvds
smitten by Korean food which i have yet to taste much of
smitten by Kimono which i will buy only when i have the money
smitten by everything about St Nicks
smitten by big lollipops which i will nv eat
smitten by eyes(weird habit of mine)
smitten by the hill at lower pierce reservoir
smitten by danny's dog named babes(and the ticks on babes)
smitten by a broken guitar that someone threw away
smitten by a dead sparrow in my brother's hands
smitten by a dying hamster in my hands
smitten by sparrows desparately trying to make a crow drop their baby
smitten by mummies in egypt
smitten by a lizard drowning in the toilet bowl

oh my god..it's supposed to be sweet..haha

i am having this terrible craving for rice dumpling.the yellow colored ones which u eat with some sugar.
then i have this sudden urge to run out of the office to jog three rounds around tiong bahru market before coming back to the office and tender my resignation
suddenly, i develop this liking for short hair:)

it's about time.


the people in my working environment are all weird people..they go tsk here tsk there when the com is slow by a few milliseconds.(mine is 1million times slower) other than the angmohs, most of the other,or should i say all of the others other than me and a freelance editor,slang.so fun.slang here slang there.lucky that i dun speak much to them if not i will start slanging too muahaha...temperamental?most definitely..sigh....

let's hope i get paid..if not i will really run out of the office to jog three rounds round tiong bahru market before coming back to the office and tender my resignation.:)

there's a child in all adults. is there such a saying? there's a child in all of us.yeah. that i have to agree.so much.i am an adult already and i cant stop myself from thinking how nice it would be to roll down a hill;race across the beach feeling the sand between ur toes;fold a paper airplane and throw it down the 9th floor...yanoe these sorta things. hahaha

but there are times when people tend to overuse this term, this belief, that there is a child in all of us, using it as an excuse to explain why some things are done a certain way...so much so that it becomes insignificant..sometimes, irritating..

need to scram.